Ambulance Girl: How I Saved Myself By Becoming an EMT by Jane Stern

She write columns and books with her husband, Michael Stern, such titles as Roadfood, Eat Your Way Across the USA and they also speak on NPR's show Where We Eat.

At 52, Stern, a well-known foodie-she and her husband, Michael, have coauthored some 20 books on American culture and food she found herself profoundly depressed. Holed up in the couple's Connecticut home, she'd lost interest in doing much of anything. Phobias (bus riding, air travel, claustrophobia, etc.) made her isolation worse. One day, on a whim, she responded to the "volunteers wanted" notice at the local firehouse and signed up for EMT training. No one teaching "boot camp"-style classes would have tolerated a queasy (much less depressed or phobic) recruit, so she had to tough it out. Humor definitely helped. As Stern remarks, after a few classes covering major trauma, "I am no longer clinically depressed but instead am dying of everything simultaneously."

Some of her class notes are funny, like her list of EMT no-nos: don't replace organs hanging from bodies, don't give CPR to a severed head, don't attempt to revive someone in a "state of advanced decomposition" and if "you have a patient whose leg or arm is partially amputated, do not pull it off to make things `neat.' " After training and certification, the real work started, and while initially it did the trick-"in helping others I learned to help myself"-the ultimate truth, that she couldn't save everyone, brought back her depression.

I read this for my bookclub at work and found myself enjoying it. I did get tired of her talk about the firemen being so good looking. But her interactions with people she met and finding her inner strength to get over her phobias was truly amazing and inspiring. I wish we could all find our inner calling to get us through the hard stuff.

This book was made into a movie starring Kathy Bates.