Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen
Jacob Jankowski says: "I am ninety. Or ninety-three. One or the other." At the beginning of Water for Elephants, he is living out his days in a nursing home, hating every second of it. His life wasn't always like this, however, because Jacob ran away and joined the circus (Benzini Brothers Most Spectacular Show on Earth) when he was twenty-one. It wasn't a romantic, carefree decision, to be sure. His parents were killed in an auto accident one week before he was to sit for his veterinary medicine exams at Cornell. He buried his parents, learned that they left him nothing because they had mortgaged everything to pay his tuition, returned to school, went to the exams, and didn't write a single word. He walked out without completing the test and wound up on a circus train.
The circus he joins, in Depression-era America, is second-rate at best. With Ringling Brothers as the standard, Benzini Brothers is far down the scale and pale by comparison. But there he also falls in love with Marlena, one of the show's star performers—a romance complicated by Marlena's husband, the unbalanced, sadistic circus boss who beats both his wife and the animals Jankowski cares for. He also is introduced to an elephant named Rosie.
The book jumps from the present and him remembering the past. It has a mixture of extremely graphic violence and a dreamlike vision of his life in the circus. Then you are slammed back into his reality of living in a glamorized nursing home, alone with only his memories.
I liked how his life was summed up but did not find the ending believable but appreciated the romantic notion it gave. She has an interesting voice that makes you want to know what happens.